My Story
All I ever wanted to do was to create. I’ve been drawn to the arts since I was a child. From singing and dancing to drawing and creating friendship bracelets. Nothing brought me more joy then to just be in the moment expressing myself creatively through some form of art. Life does like to life though and I turned off my dreams for a very long time. I quit singing, dancing, creating bracelets, and even drawing until around 2008 when I decided to draw and paint my life story. My creative juices began flowing again.
I started creating bracelets again in 2015 after dreaming about it one night. I thought to myself, why not? I loved creating friendship bracelets as a kid so much, I knew I would find pleasure in it. Immediately, I was drawn to gemstones and crystal beads. I knew that they carried healing energetic properties, but at the time I didn’t have a full understanding of it. I couldn’t feel the energy from the crystals at the time either. But I enjoyed it just the same. It became a hobby and occasionally would sell a bracelet on my Etsy shop or make a sale in person.
In 2021, after the nightmare of a year 2020 was, I had an awakening. I experienced a random moment of oneness while I was sitting in silence looking out of my bedroom window. It was an experience that cannot quite be explained. I had looked outside just a few minutes before and the next time I turned my head, I saw a rabbit had been hit right in front of my driveway. For some reason, my mind just went quiet while I continued to look out of the window at the dead rabbit when a hawk swooped down and took the rabbit. In that moment, everything changed.
Things I hadn’t experienced since I was a child were opening back up to me. I felt love for everyone and everything around me. I wasn’t afraid to leave the house or talk to a stranger. I felt energy around me like I hadn’t felt in nearly 30 years. The bliss I was experiencing lasted about 3 weeks. Then my journey of deep healing and self mastery began.
Along the way I started drawing sigils to help myself transform into the highest version of myself. I’ve also found I absolutely love drawing sigils. Before, I mainly drew portraits of people. There’s a freedom in drawing the sigils that liberates me. I continue to create sigils for myself as the ones I’ve made have already helped me transform in ways I didn’t think possible. And now that I can actually feel their energy, I also have used crystals to aid in the process, creating my own bracelets and mala necklaces.
After nearly three years of healing, studying, and getting certified as a Spiritual Life Coach, I decided I had to share this with others. It took me almost 30 years to beat depression. anxiety, and c-PTSD and it happened in a way I would have never imagined even just 5 years ago. Sharing these creations as tools to help guide others out of the darkness feels like a calling I must follow. Watching others find their way back home to themselves and see the spark in their eyes ignite again is the most beautiful gift. It’s a miracle when it happens.
I hope that my jewelry and art can help you along your journey in remembering how very magical you are.